Autumns rolling in

havent blogged in awhile. I have had a little bit to say...

im not going to make it into university. not in march anyway.
Im really disappointed, I really wanted to start this year off right away doing study.
now i have to wait AGAIN for one of my old schools to send a accademic record of my studies with them, and wait untill July.
4 Whole Freaking Months! Gawh!

its depressing thinking that I have to survive this job another 4 full months... it makes me tired and feel really listless.

there are a few good things I guess I could do during this time. (Prison Time)
Save loads of money
Buy Good things while I can (guess I wont be saving then ha!:P)
keep on understudying what I want to do
get into a good exercise routine
look for a good job for part-time work (or stay here for part-time?)
meditate
play shite loads of games (Fable on PC included)
travel for awhile

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oh well, it just wont be going to Uni thats all. and I will graduate when Im 26. I SHOULD BE HAVING KIDS BY THEN!!
oh man

my maternal wants rears its ugly head lol

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I went to foodtown in threekings last night and put up a card on the notice board saying:
FREE ENGLISH LESSONS
in exchange for teaching me chinese, or korean
friendly young adult :3

I wonder how many people will call me? it will be interesting.

lately im saying to more people shie shie (thank you in chinese). I tell them when they ask if I actually speak chinese that I only speak very little. but im learning :). and im pretty excited.

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lately the depression of not getting into Uni right away has made me try to find the things that do make me happy.
At first I thought it was food, but then I cant really think of any food that makes me feel good. Im not really a chocolate comfort eater. Love the stuff but its more for cravings.

Some things are shopping in asian botique and finding something I really love. I brought this cute denim mini bolero. I dont know the actual name of the style but thats what it basically is?? i think :P

Then there is some food I really like. I like to go to restauraunts for it though, and the people have to put me in a good mood. I like Jajungmyon, Bi bim bap, cold Soba noodles, and good atmosphere

im really getting into my tea's again. Recently i had blood orange, could have done with a tad of honey but overall i liked it. The tea shop i went to is accross from the newmarket asian plaza, around the back of my work (which is next to BP in newmarket). I want to buy the glass tea pot and warmer set, however I wont enjoy it as much. The atmosphere in my home is not the kind of place to enjoy it, I think i will just let it sit and forget it.
Actually the atmosphere is one of laziness. Im trying to not be lazy myself but its there and drags me into it.
perhaps i need to move again? ive already been there 6 months... and knowing me I havent stayed anywhere longer than about 7 months...
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nah the rent is too good, i dont care :P

Unni's place seems like the perfect environment. it is calm and relaxed, a good feeling there.

also, with drinks, I really enjoy a good milk tea. my fave is green bean, red bean, watermelon, rock melon, honey dew, apple.. My favourite place to have it so far is Hulu cats. One day I wish to own my own tea shop... as well as selling Dollfies but thats another blog..
I love the smell of chai tea bags when heated by the sun and fills the room. hot Cocoa with cream is warming and goes excellent with chai!

Oh and theres the Alcohol, that I will hanker for after a long week! Cant wait for Friday and a drink with my flatmates at Fox'es. my new drinking haunt :3
Typical drinks I will enjoy is a Tuaca Pinacola (best!) L&P Southern Comfort, Corona's and a dark ale. apart from that anything with soju or vodka thrown in it i'll down !

another thing that gives me comfort, is extra watermelon drops. i dont know why but I always feel good having them. they make me feel like im in my own safe space?? its weird but reminds me of plugging my headphones in while at Freelance doing animation and just me being in my space...

... out