need a sweet escape

if i could be sweet i know ive been a real bad girl
i didnt mean for you be hurt

...

I feel a bit sad after doing kendo yesterday.. I dont quite know why?
was it because I did not stick to protocol? is it because I want to hang out with them, but them not me?
I was really happy to see Hee-joo again after so long. I was covered in sweat after a real heart racing practice, and she kept on punching me! yuk
told me to stop trying to talk in korean cuz it looks real weird haha. Miene! lol
good to catch up :)

but the thing that put me down was trying to say happy new year to every one.. and no one replying?
Why? it had a weird feel to the air.
like they had said something unpleasant about me?

I dont know, but Im not so sure anymore. I love kendo, and I love the people..
but I was thinking, if it makes me feel so crap after practice. why am I going?

But then, alot of times I feel absolutely awesome!

dont know how to feel about it now.

new years

I has a good nite with Lia and Moana and their friends NY's eve
lol, I love doing this =
going into a totally different crowd and blending hard-out!
I made three friends - Shen Tony and Calvin. They shouted me drinks all night and danced with me all night!
Im so crazy!
And my dollie got a name = Xiao hong-lou-bou.... Little Red Carrot :) ka-u-wai :)
I love Margaritas but I hate wearing high heels to try and dance in. It killed my feet and I hobbled around the house the next day :(
Me and Margies! I wanna be the Go-go Girl and boogie uncontrollably!
Moana said I can call her Unni which is korean for Older Sister :) that I got from Coffee Prince. My newly beloved k-drama.
I have finished it but really want to watch it again, this time with much better subtitles and no jumpy skippy parts from a damaged CD!

We were all cam-whores for the night, and the sky tower was pretty ok...
not that great but nice that everyone came out for the night and shared the love of a new beginning.
i delight in that, where everyone drops off their inhibitions and just lets go. all happy and ready to party!

I really liked the Mexican Cafe too, wow. some beautiful dancers in there it made me very happy to watch. Im gonna go as often as Lia invites me out to go!
there was this one guy there that made me dance with him. he was super drunk and spilt half my corona on the ground. >:( ! oh no... not my alcohol!
Esp when Tony got it for me!!

I was gonna go into margaritas by myself that night... sadly... But Shen Tony and Calvin came back and we all shouted for Joy! hehe

After we got kicked out of the joint at 5.30am we walked down to the viaduct and watched the dawn and sun come up. I interestedly listened to them go on about microwaves and tried to add something geeky too...
Haha, I like geeks! true @_@
it was really cool and we will do it again

Hey Mo! Lia! Awesome we are!